Jan 2015 Update. Nothing Interesting.
So I’m back to give you an update after almost one year. I should be posting more often but I really have nothing to write about. Oh well…
So… since the last few months I’m feeling more at ease and I don’t bother too much about this stuff. It has become a part of my life… I’m just so used to it now. (by ‘it’ I mean nothing-happening-with-my-tf-in-the-physical)
I’m getting really annoyed now… not annoyed like ‘why is this happening? why?’, but annoyed like ‘yeah whatever’. I’m bored and I almost don’t care anymore.
It has been 4 years now. I’ve learned so much spiritually, worked on myself, and I’ve almost invented a way of making anything happen… (It could change the world… seriously! More on this some other time)… but I haven’t heard from him. Is nothing happening to him? seriously? This is the funniest thing I’ve ever been through. It is so funny that it isn’t even sad anymore. Do you understand what I’m trying to say? lol.
I connect with him spiritually. It is a strong and steady mental relationship. And it is real. That is one thing I can bet on. It is more real that reality, really. But I don’t understand why he as a person isn’t responding to anything.
P.S. I did get a missed call that I ‘felt’ something about. It ‘might’ have been from him. Couldn’t get back so don’t know. Yeah… whatever… If he is going to come back he better be loud and clear.
All is well with me otherwise… I mostly feel fine/good and peaceful. And I’m so much wiser. I’m enjoying this peace after the mind boggling rollercoaster I’ve been through. Thats it.
How are you guys doing?